More talk.

You know, I think  it's good to write things down. No matter how silly or unbelievably mad they may seem.. It's good to have them recorded, so later you can go back and expand on that thought, maybe shed some new light to it. Or wonder what in the hell you were on that day and vow never to take it again.
I know I haven't been actually composing things lately. Short stories, or poems. Sorry about that, but my muse was  over used. Really it just up and walked out of my life for a time. But I'm sure it will be back, maybe in short bursts or maybe to stay for a time. I'm not sure yet. But for now I will share my thought trains, because as you have probably come to learn they are a bit wacky, but nice to ponder.
So here is a bit more to chew:

I know I have been playing around with religious subjects lately, putting strange spins on them, maybe insulting a few of you viewers, and I am sorry if so. But I'm not asking you to believe any of it, simply telling you what's in my head and giving you the allowance to mull it over, see how it tastes. So don't take this to heart, or do. I don't really care.
"God" is not real. Not in the sense I grew up learning any way. I believe in higher power. Because you yourself are a living breathing miracle. Ask any doctor or scientist. Child creation and birth is in so many ways, miraculous. And is you're old enough to be reading this then you should be able to grasp what I'm saying here. And if you're not getting it, then just stop while you're ahead because I don't explain much and my thoughts only get wackier from here.
So yes, I believe there has got to be something somewhere that is more than we can comprehend. But I'm not calling it God. No. For a long time I had a big giant problem with "God". I was so mad at him for many reasons, some personal, and some as public as the innocence of the Sandy Hook students. So yeah, I had a problem.
But this higher power is something I don't hold a grudge against, since I don't define it as a human, I have no knowledge of its emotional capability. For now I'm just going to say the higher power is around to make miracles, create beauty, and give people the warm fuzzies when they are doing something good or lovely. Kind of like a conscience, but for the whole earth and everything in it, instead of inside each individual being. Get it?

-B