Disgusting

So you'll end up with this awful feeling in your throat.
A bit like you need to puke.
And a bit like you need to scream.
But you won't be able to really decide between the two because they are both terrible.
Terrible is the way you'll feel though, so the actions go ahead and fit.
It's disgusting.
How did you ever come to feel this way, why'd you let it happen?
And you can let that disgusting salt water seep from your eyes.
It will taste disgusting.
Just like everyone you know. Disgusting habits. And disgusting carelessness.
Because when the bad comes, it comes all at once.
Terribly disgusting.